So Fucking tired...

Oh my goodness...man it's been a long time since I've written on here..sheesh..no time even for me to smile it seems..Roughing the life as always!
Ok, so I'm hooked on this game called Warcraft. I'm working at a place that has no organization at all! They have no idea what to do with the new people and basically we are stuck in front of a computer all day reading about rules and regulations and what not. Basically they are all things that can't be done without seeing the actual procedure. But then again, everyone is different..I'm a complex learner..sometimes I'm a visual student and other times I'm a listening student. I guess it depends on the subject trying to be drilled into my brain, only capable of being filled with so much information, mind you.
I've been extremely tired lately, but I'm making it through. I had broken up with my girlfriend about a week ago..but we patched things up..not really satisfactorily but still ended up in the same boat in the end. So here we are.
I'm so late on my bills it's not even funny. I'm worried about not being able to attend my best friend's long awaited and coveted graduation ceremony in the blistering plains of Alabama, haha! I'm getting fat! Around the stomach area especially and the face. It seems to be collecting in the upper portion of my body because there is no visible difference in the lower half of my body! Shit monkeys! Oreo. Poor eating habits have taken over me due to the new job and inconvenience of the schedule and availability of funds to purchase whole healthy food. Even my new co-workers are admitting that they've gained weight since joining the crew. haha, well at least i'm not the only one..but still..i'm gonna get obese..I have no motivation to touch bases on the goals that I once set..to rekindle that determination that I once had to look beautiful and better than my old self..where oh where has it gone? Could it be the people in my life? Could it be me? I've broken so many things..
On the brighter side, I went to dinner with my bestest friend ever! Man! We had a blast at Minato's just chopping it up! Good times, man! Good times! Oh how I've missed her!! The dinner began rather awkward though cuz the discussion was around the incident that happened at my house while i was at work..She basically kicked my gf out of my house! shocked.yes.surprised.not one bit. I give up on those two. I don't want to bother mixing those two up in anything. It's like mixing dark liquor with beer, people are just gonna get belligerent, all hell violence breaks loose and vomit sprays to no end, and I end up throwing up and feeling sick! Blah! There's no point anyways..having those two get along sets the epitome of wishing for world peace.
Dinner was great. I had sushi! yay! Kappa Maki.and ..i forjet..lol.
Anyways..I don't know. I'm just rambling cuz I can't sleep. Got angry and what not about something stupid.
Gnite!